So of course during any course that you take you can sometimes find yourself questioning whether you have the desire to continue and so on and following on from what I wrote earlier I should of course say that every course I have taken has in some way reduced my suffering or changed assorted mental structures and that over the course of the last few years an accumulative affect has steadily been built throughout my body and nervous system et al whereby many past thoughts feelings and actions have been shown in a new light of some description and all the rest of those things.
One of the major issues for myself that I have repeated a few times was one of filters and memory-whereby my ability to recall childhood memories and so on seemingly became more and more difficult following various accidents and so on and further to that as I have progressed and followed and combined assorted rituals and practices the more I have seemingly reconnected and amplified the positive aspects of childhood memories and associated thoughts feelings and views of the World-you might say that one of the major learnings is that we are born with abilities and so on that regular schooling generally is not that good at helping with in the sense that (UK) schools follow Governmental herd politics and that can often cause you to give up on natural talents and abilities that we are told will not serve you as a shelf stacker or do you want fries with that script.
So of course I do seemingly bite when offered all new super-duper learning courses-yet they very often have been quite subtle in bringing aspects into my awareness that I previously missed or somehow had a blind spot for or however one wishes to describe failure of particular or perhaps peculiar awareness’s that often get dismissed or slipped under the radar.
Anyway I am presently in a humorous or laughing mood following some recent purchases as it can seem that nothing I can think of has not already been catered for or previously expected or predicted by these coaching masters and so on-and the humour seemingly comes through the fact that each and every time I think yes they will never have thought of this genius idea I am currently holding-something comes along to reconsider those thoughts and feelings-having said that you do gradually find yourself more and more in what might be described or diagnosed as flow states and rolling with it.
Now I recently said that I reviewed The Ian Morris books and what seemed strange for myself was that what came into my awareness on those reviews were what he described as “lucky zones” on Earth Based Maps and further to that I thought hell yea look at that Brazil is smack bang in the zone yet of course the best laid plans of mice and men show that wanting England to be lucky in that Zone is seemingly akin to a curse the only way they can perhaps proceed being the disqualification of a qualifying team (I think) stranger things have happened of course yet I was informed by a knowledgeable colleague just before the last Italy game that all we needed was Italy to win all there games and hey presto they lost-so nothing is seemingly going right for anyone anywhere it seems to myself at least in relation to the football.
Elsewhere of course the ALL-ENGLAND CLUB at WIMBLEDON is opening its doors this coming week and we here at home in Blighty actually have some Tennis prospects that are worthy of cheering on-seemingly gone are the days of our top players all being ranked 50 and lower in World Rankings-whether that is through personal individual effort-such-as Scotland’s AM or through better grass roots coaching is of course debatable-I tend to think that when we look at most top sports peoples across most sports that the elites are folks who’ve ignored being “TOLD” in favour of there own talents and abilities and determination and focus and desire and so on.
So where else can I comment on today-well as I said to much study can make Dave a dullard yet I guess that my own long term or childhood type desires and determinations are in some ways beginning to return to my awareness as the so-called memory reconstructions and so on are amplified and reconnected with and long lost thoughts and functions are seemingly being reawakened and all that jazz-so I said recently that it seemed like the World was in a state of heightened awareness or focus and maybe it is just myself-yet it would be nice to think that I am not the only one experiencing further heightened shifts and cellular awakening and that I am not just being an anomaly among many.
well best be off to enjoy more sunshine.
Thank you for reading, God Bless and Be Well 🙂