So I Recently Found Myself

So I recently found myself making reference to 2 particular movies on Twitter,  the first was Pulp Fiction and the other Babel.

Now what is it that causes myself to single out those two films from perhaps very many films that are created & crafted each and every year and indeed TV Shows and so on.

We can of course state as with many Genres that what stood out for myself was perhaps not the actually stories or how they were woven together (although both outstanding in contribution) but the PACE.

It could be suggested that despite Adrenaline and OHH like given names, they are relatively slow in terms of modern Action, Action, Action.

It could be suggested that it is that pace that actually enables you to think a little and have some realisations as to integrating or coming together of identifying components of Story and of course in particular they allow & enable folks to zoom in whether consciously or otherwise on issues such-as Forest Gumpism’s where were you and what were you doing whilst these events were taking place.

In effect you in watching the separate stories that have been woven together become the untold story of the events unless of course you sit, create and craft your own that is also kind of interwoven with them.

Soap operas typically do this very well, though so many exist we often do not have time to slow down and have a breather from the plot about the Pub Landlord’s Family or the plot about the Butchers family or the plot about the Baker’s Family and so on.

You can of course go further and so well that actually in effect when business communities come together whether orchestrated though creation of a Business League or Local Mason’s or Round Table is akin to a formalised MAFIA in all but name.

The problem for many of us when teens and younger is often that feeling of not knowing stuff, and-or that folks are withholding information or secrets that only those within such circles and communities are aware of.

So you can belong to any given organisation though do not necessarily beyond some artificially created or crafted linkage have any knowledge or dealings with other members.

Much like those ancient Hitchcock styled plots whereby two folks discussed carrying out each others murder for one another so that zero ties existed between the events.

Today whilst looking at Future Film Releases I decided to answer a request from 3 days ago by @empire magazine to list #7favfilms interestingly various lists were circulated & broadcast via twitter on the day of the request, some of course from celebrated Film Realm Folks and others from Journalists and perhaps some from clever folks, listed only films related to number 7 and other interesting or stimulating QUIRKS.

The only thing actually MISSING (from those that I personally saw) were FUTURE FILMS. So I simply made a list up of forthcoming next year releases and sent it them.

I think that thinking in the fashion & manner that my favourite film has not been created & crafted yet works in the sense of freeing yourself from various habits of mind (that’s already been done & so on).

I can so with so many a Movie that I loved them dearly or greatly, though was disappointed in some fashion as to what had been left out (that I may have known via a book reading or indeed some Game Genre’s).

Yes I have existed in a time where many books were given Moving Pictures representations and indeed where Popular Computer & Console Realm characters were also given a broader lease of life.

This has occurred of course as a two way street process in that a market often grows from humble one realm beginnings to some giant octopus of a finger in every media outlet.

Likewise many a fame & fortune (celebrity for being celebrity) seeker has within there origins story a jumping upon some bandwagon theme or meme within there history.

I for example enjoyed the first one or two seasons of a Big Brother show that brought very many disparate individuals together and then kind of lets things unfold.  The show in later series typically fell into every reason why I would choose to not continue watching.

First came all the seemingly pre-existing annoyance generic stereotypes, then came all the sex obsessed I’ll do anything for fame & fortune and eventually what was a good & relatively wholesomely presented show got switched of (at least by myself).

The production team & creators can of course say yes but our audience feedback and audience grew in response to these changes and so on, though all they actually seemingly did was go deeper & deeper into Lowest Common Denominator kinds of groupings & identities and all the rest.

So early on you may have felt you could relate to one or other individual, these days from what I see in headlines whether for celebrity editions or otherwise, they have become completely ALIEN to what I think a broader World Culture might want need or desire as sensible role models and so on.

Anyway I can say that though I probably fall way out there in the outlier stakes of what folks want, desire & need etc. I having spent time heavily meditating and clearing out so very many nonsenses.

Yes I can be prone to acting out or thinking along the lines of some childhood seen plot or show though likewise have the flexibility that enables or allows myself to change course or know that we are merely actors/actresses/agents and can of course not get overly wrapped up in various IDENTITY variable & attribute beliefs.

I can state that I did return to town and do some further W H Smith’s shopping opting for looking for inspiration, though found very little in terms of hobbyist creativity activities & realms.

Books galore covered very many genres, whilst Magazines were typically masses of Women Weekly Monthly’s & Media Guides, Masses of Car/Vehicle Enthusiast Materials, Plenty of Computer/Game/Film Hybrid or shared platforms.

What was actually missing it seemed for myself was actually a representation of realms that I might desire or want to focus upon.  They often seemingly sub categories of sub-categories within some Hybrid Cross-Realm Genre Materials.

Or indeed simply targeted at some AGE RELATED Grouping.

How many of us think we will go to see a Family Film and those are typically or more often than not clearly aimed at given audience age demographics, kids etc.

Films no longer necessarily engage audiences with the struggle of thought & thinking preferring instead constant blizzard keep it moving, keep it moving.

So I know that I was heavily into computers when younger, and likewise whilst I often felt moved on from such activities KNOW that many an adult came to such things in later like and has stuck with them.

Many obsessive computer / console gamers are middle-aged folks, many comic book and sci-fi fantasy realm folks are middle-aged though apart from books you often find an under appreciated market within store shelves etc.

So I could express an interest in regular adult targeted superhero’s and sci-fi realms and sword & sorcery even and would likely find myself having to go to some children’s section for those materials, it could be suggested that folks buy materials that they enjoyed when they were kids for there kids so the market is indirect, though I really do think in Hereford at least there must be no buying appetite given the lack of such availability for these things.

Or perhaps on-line works better as a kind of chosen discretion for people, who having grown up locally and subjected to local politics etc, prefer to seek & search further afield for folks of common intersts and appeals and so on, that do not receive herd like societal nonsenses as collective or group brandings.

Global communication does of course work well in this respect though also suffers hugely for it, many a celebrity with multiple hundreds of thousands or even millions of followers can claim greater diversity in audience, though I often feel an urge to simply leave them to get on with it, when I see some what I regard as extremisms come to the fore.

Yes all information can e suggested to be of value to someone somewhere, though I know from personal experience that “I want you to suffer” “lets kill Jesus” Triggers are common place and why subject yourself to such faire & nonsense having chosen to previously have left such debate to others.

Yes that “Let’s Kill Jesus” can of course potentially also be misread or understood as “Let’ Skill Jesus” though I often think that alternative words & phrases might be better so as to leave nothing to chance or misrepresentation.

This always the problem of language and why I optioned going deeper & deeper into the Meditation Modalities and Related Courses and indeed seeking improved communicating of such things.

Much today speaks on the issues of Schooling and Education, my view is that typically I am of the belief that we are given skills and associative thinking type attitudes in pre-school  and some early junior school type realms and then it is only fortune or otherwise as to whether we take them (skillsets, abilities etc.) forward with us, a great deal of information seems to target 6th Formers/Tech college levels  and University level students with learnings skillsets first introduced within those pre-school environments.

So its like a huge chunk of latter junior or primary school & Secondary Schooling completely NEGLECTS areas of learning interest & capability that would be better seen throughout.

This has also been spoken upon by myself previously in that when I was at school constant changes were occurring, change of exam system and plans introduced to improve Girls results and the results of those who were poor exam performers & so on. I was a great cram for examer & having to provide coursework (subjectively) marked by educationalists, was detrimental to myself, work sent to external markers in exams might come back with higher marks than those marked locally & vice versa, depending on subject.

I think we have now for at least 10-20 years seen it demonstrated that those efforts worked, though in never the twain fashion, no one is stepping forward to want to improve male results, the system well & truly taken over with a bias (rightly or wrongly) to female kind.

Likewise the language utilised within learning can be questioned I spoke as to English Drawing at one point being something of a gap though we could of course not only apply that to English though many Languages, yes I know ART in and of itself is suggested to cover such areas, though there must be some neutral terms.

I wrote as to configurations, because whether you believe one side of the brain is male and the other female or vice versa, configurations can of course be designed to be WHOLE BRAIN without necessarily ALIENATING or having any particular outcome to any given demographic.

Of course you could say well we already have demonstrable results of configurations when we look to very many World Realms, these muscle groups work well for this kind of athlete and these work well for a differing kind of athlete.

We do grow and typically can improve most or many aspects though typically can perhaps never necessarily excel at all areas, I from relatively young ages was good at sprinting and distances upto 400 metres, so-called distance running of 800 metres plus seemingly worked better for others.

The same can be said for swimming, in the sense that I developed and enjoyed my own kind of freestyle speed swimming, though ask myself to join those breaststrokers etc. and I would struggle.

I perhaps short & fast in design specifications, I never grew up as a bike rider though did walk very great distances such as a hiker might.

I think rightly or wrongly that bikes are great “tools” for getting from a to b just as cars and other transports are, though as a non-cyclist as a youngster I never perhaps developed those kinds of muscles developed by cyclists.

In more recent years & I came into some money & purchased a really nice & slightly expensive bike and LOVED the bike to bits for its ease of riding and taking in the bumps and all terrains.  That bike was unfortunately stolen and I purchased a low cost bike and hated it, not only in comparison, though in experience.

A couple of pedal motions on my first bike could perhaps carry myself for a hundred or more metres, whilst the new bike perhaps only managed tens of metres.

That of course about getting what you pay for, though is also why I fail to greatly enthuse about championship cyclists, many having invested in super futuristic bikes that like my first bike make it an easy activity.

The age old arguments can come to the fore, much like Formula One car racing, though clearly those brought up with the more costly lifestyle goods that take all effort out of very many worldly activities probably have little in the way of knowing what complainers or critics are talking about.

Could we put all these cyclists on some ancient one model bike and get them to race & see the same results, the belief of blame it on the tools is a hard one to resist, in such competition, though likewise we do see folks “come to the fore” when they have INDIVIDUALLY somehow managed to break a monopoly of the Elites.

Folks like Michael Schumacher in Formula one, demonstrated that he being of a particular mindset attitude & bearing could close the gaps (early on in his career) when challenging with what was generally acknowledged as being inferior vehicles.

So the constant having to prove yourself is an interesting one, I strangely found myself thinking recently that the technologies seemingly  gradually take you toward a mindset of justification for your own presence or existence within the World.

I know when in those race’s and winning that I was often focussed on improving my own performance best, so if I had already demonstrated a string of victories, it might not be so much as being outright victor (although that was always a high level measure of success) as also being quicker and having improved in some other dynamic such as at differing course event locations or other time of day and so on, strange to think that having had such obvious thoughts at that age they were gradually eroded just a few short years later, to my mind predominantly “by the educational system”.

I would have thought a real reality would remove such conditioning though it does seem to steer more & more in that kind of direction.  That perhaps about that Library at the end of the universe containing information that acts as feedback echo’s through time and space, and you merely have to know the hows or trust in the conscious / non-conscious ability to interpret and navigate you accordingly etc.

That of course requires  belief in time and scales & measures and that you genuinely have some kind of destiny goal to achieve.

So yes we can all of us gear our mindset’s toward successful oriented mindsets that we have had at some stage of our lives and if not always encourage ourselves to look for the positives, so If I was only 2nd or 3rd in some competition, I could have fall back positives to utilise as my personal wellspring.

At some point is seems clear that External Referencing or hooks & attention got me that as much as I may have wanted to let go of were somehow outside of my ability to deal with. Though, we are of course sent to school (for or against our will as a societal law) 7 likewise for the spares out there may have been expected to go the same establishments as elder sibrlings or those favoured by other family members rather than our own personal selections.

At some level I also know having meditated greatly in recent years, that those regarded as wrong steps may have been the best anyway and can be re evaluated for the positives & likewise we can present ourselves with greater choice often dependant upon what we truly believe is possible within the World versus of course strong beliefs to the contrary that much of society demands from others.

Yes talk of unwalked directions and paths is interesting in that very many rush to obvious un-explored claims as to truth & lies & definitions, though whether privately or publically I genuinely think many can be better served through creative mindsets of there own, instead of referencing Oxford English Dictionary (if it has never seemingly served you) perhaps option developing the DavidSimonPerkins defintions dictionary and my own set of musical scales and my own colour meanings and so on.

Yes having or being taught Historical BUILDING BLOCKS of EXAMPLES of what earlier generations have done is great, if they are regarded as inspirational examples, though what the systems and mechanism of many societal realms throughout many Worldly Societies  FAIL IN is that utilisation of the IDEA that they are only EXAMPLES.

Many establishing themselves as Private Individuals with inherited generational wealth and family secrets that do not have any external influence whatsoever. The wealth gravy train of course often means better schools and generational groupings of our kind of peoples and so on, it often taking REVOLUTION to overthrow systems of Governance and so on that do not necessarily serve anyone.

The reflections question an interesting one.

Especially in the United States of America at present where a stark choice for President (the election held on my 8th November Birthday) exists.

It genuinely does seem that some folks rightly or wrongly are seeking to bring about REVELATIONS and LAST DAYS styled prophecies from the bible.

I think I wrote historically that in many ways, created & crafted Worldy Realms such-as that of  @j.k.rowling & harry Potter seemingly actually provide all those Revelation type activites albeit in imaginary book world or film world form.

Our rush from one step to another step not always taking into account how many GAPS & SPACES exist even in the thickest of well regarded book realms or otherwise.

So yes I went greatly into the study of story and indeed can perhaps boast a fine collection how to write and create & craft stories for optimum effect.

Likewise steps toward creating & crafting improved styles and options for myself can seem as distant on the Horizon as ever, in the sense of course that many a study leads to outcomes of if you cannot beat them join them mentalities and so on.

I interestingly noted that a Chicken Soup for the Soul Movie is scheduled at some point and whilst they are a billion dollar industry for Those linked to the tentacles of the American Law of attraction industry and very many associates directly or indirectly I do wonder as to what such a film would show, those such as Jack Canfield have of course told there own stories over & again so unsure as to whether it is a movie of the story of Chicken Soup for the Soul, or a bringing together of  Stories from that empire or simply something new and original that carry’s “The Chicken Soup for The Soul” Name.

Anyway this predominantly written for wanting to get back into a more creative writing mode and I thought simply write any old junk for an hour getting all the misplaced throughts feelings and so on out so I would better then be able to focus and concentrate on my more creative writing endevours etc.

earlier today just after my last tweet on twitter, I witnessed 2 Green Military Helicopters swooping in Fast & low skimming rooftops, yes they were rather noisy though actually quite quiet in comparison to those seen within Movie realm fictions and so on, they were also joined by a third Helicopter that suspiciously looked like a Darker Coloured Special Forces Puma, the other two were too classically shaped for a good identification from a novice such as myself, though a quick internet search identified the Puma, my intial reaction to the two green’s was Huey (due to open doors & noise) though that perhaps incorrect due to bias from what I have historically seen on TV etc, the internet did not bring up a close match on my one and only search. Although the closest of similar shape was  in fact other Puma’s the differing reused names causing further confusion and the 3rd darker vehicle was of a differing outward appearance & shape, even if they were all assorted Puma’s.

Yes I think they may have been visiting local cadet facilities perhaps and I  should probably look up events as  it did all seem a somewhat coordinated action and the two vehicles that appeared to land, exited in differing direction to the 3rd that had appeared and joined them a little later. Almost as though some Exercise & Monitoring Activity was in Operation.

Very enjoyable to view them swooping in at speed at first hand, though not perhaps for those who exist within various zones they are commissioned to visit; out and about the wider & more dangerous sectors & regions of the World & conflicts.

Thank you for reading, God Bless and be well 😉

@TheAngelAtHeist

Configurations

So like most or many a person of my generation, I typically as well as getting ideas and inspiration from school peers and social peers and societal elders whether regarded as family or friend or customer gained ideas from the then available media outlets.

Many perhaps do not regard books as a media outlet when compared to fast moving pictures seen within TV & Film though anyone who has perhaps done a more advanced research styled modularity such as PhotoReading www.PhotoReadingMindfest.com

Can often relate to the IDEA that much of what you are studying and harnessing is already within you to a certain extent and you as an individual want to perhaps seek to find what may or may not been the most appropriate CONFIGURATION for any given realm or sphere of life and existence and so on.

I historically of course spoke a certain extent on the IDEA of how from a young age we typically learn to compartmentalise differing areas of life the universe and everything.

We perhaps went to school and did a Subject Label Called Mathematics and woe betide any hints of dyslexia demonstrated through the use of spelling Angle as Angel.

We also perhaps did English Language & English Literature though nothing that encouraged ENGLISH DRAWING, such things are often regarded as extra curricular (learning strategies) or were perhaps carried out at Nursery or pre-school type environments, where whilst you may or may not be receiving good tutorage in such things, you lack the capacity to understand the requirement for an integrated approach across the very many all new subjects & timetables your schooling system is putting you through.

So I genuinely can say that at a young age I had all the enthusiasm for differing subjects and a good skillset in naturally being inquisitive or intelligent enough to use skills across differing subjects, hence educationalists of more than multiple generations always banging on about Reading Riting and Rithmatic and being proud of there usage of R.

Strange how few have ever been corrected.

Though I also recall how whilst my generation was marked accordingly complete with correct spelling, as how future generations were not marked down when spelling was removed from the marking criteria.

How can anyone within the Educational Realms claim as they always do that each year and generation is better than the last, when all the PAINS & SUFFERINGS that we suffered via TOUGHER or HARDER CRITERIA are being removed from the so-called system.

So Education perhaps rightly or wrongly within many a persons life is invalidated and comparison invalidated by the system.

I can take my 20 year old GCSE C grade in whatever subject and it will potentially be negatively compared with someone else’s  GCSE C grade earned now or more recently in the intervening years despite having been achieved through a differing set of CRITERIA.

Likewise of course many claim that you put or place such things on the backburner as other areas of your life become more important.  Unfortunately or fortunately dependent on point of view or perspective my College years were beset with problems and I did of course return to college and university later in life though all systems can of course history within your life can positively or negatively create a BIASED Mind.  Many claim a biased mind to be a good thing, and yes if your bias is on excellence and achievement and health and wealth and upward mobility why not?  Though typically anyone heavily traumatised (for whatever reason) can typically find it tougher as societal and herd like bias often indirectly related to various assumed PREJUDICE often defeat any best laid plans that any of us can come up with.

Anyway not sure for the reason for all this digression, though I was thinking about what terminology or words can act as positive or negative or indeed neutral BIAS’S.

Yes Learning Strategies can demonstrate that words such-as CREATIVITY exist through out very many paraliminal’s though interestingly, I in my haste through several courses and mass listening sessions, did not always pick up on such Triggers and associative links until far later, in second or third or more listening sessions.

The same can be suggested for multiple words utilised within the various collections.

I SUSPECT that “configuration” has perhaps also appeared within them though am unsure having not necessarily zoomed in on the word previously.

Yes so they ask for future recommendations and I was thinking well they have done Ultimate you collection and various HYBRID styled combinatorial collections.

and I thought well they could do a CONFIGURATIONS COLLECTION, and this collection would be slightly differingly thought out or about. Why?

Well new knowledge or events can come to the fore that can typically change the field of play somewhat and our respective beliefs can alter with experience and time and all the rest.

I have an elder sibling called Tim for example, so an Ultimate You collection may work well for him given the utilisation of his name within the modality (were he ever to suddenly decide a need for new learnings and la-di-da courses etc).  Such things can however be regarded in alternate or differing fashion by myself (potentially).

Holosync do a product call Mind Stim, again perhaps great for Tim’s everywhere not so inspiring for Dave’s.  So you can of course detect sibling rivalry and thoughts as to younger children falling into various brackets of “the spare” though strangely at school level it could be suggested that he was on more of an even keel average perhaps music & artistic, woodwork/metalwork type pupil and life trajectory whilst I was the one getting good grades in study & knowledge realms and looking like I might be a success (in of course the areas where or what I subjectively regarded as being measures of societal success).

I hung out with big brother and some of his ne’do well friends whilst in recovery from accident (for example), yet in long term effects it was seemingly my life that suddenly hit the skids and the downward spiral whilst his went probably more along what may have been expected.

So yes I do not begrudge brother his choices and good life, though do question the HOWS, especially when other school and classmates and peers are brought into the equations also, again & again it seems that at some point role reversals occurred with people whereby I went from a more daring & dare I say leadership motivated and incentivised (for myself) kind of mind-set to lower down pecking orders and second guessing & questioning myself & so on.  Whether it was so-called cycles & patterns of time, or other factors, one could not help to feel that others, external to myself, were somehow benefitting from how the World was, whilst I myself was disappearing into some abyss through events & happenings beyond my own control.

Anyway along with CONFIGURATIONS you must of course at least RECOGNISE concepts such-as FILTERS, so yes I was thinking on the topic of how best to utilise ideas such as the recent RESETS collection with some improved configuration / filter collections and I do think that the #colorliminals kind of contribute to that, given how I studied some of the Disney and Art and Animation realms,  getting to a deep enough level perhaps where you recognise that these alphabets and numbers are DRAWN representations, and being overly locked into any given patterns can both potentially benefit or be detrimental.

Yes configurations seems more flexible to my mind in terms of becoming or attaining a level of CONGRUENCE throughout your many life reams and subject area, than compartments.

I will now switch to my work life realm, I will now switch to home life mode or cooking mode and so on, each of course must have a HABIT RITUAL CONFIGURATION & associated FILTERS.

I enjoyed the fact that Holosync seemingly cut through many disparate mental structures, so where I might be honest and truthful & honest in one life realm dealing with a policeman or judge, I might cheat at games with friends as they may cheat myself.  We all typically GAUGE what is or is not acceptable within any REALM or SPHERE DYNAMIC

So dynamic flexible filtering configurations are what we may have as autopilots (anyway) though we are often blinded to  “too little information” or “too much information”, in computers for example they developed cache memory and similar function  from hardware has worked its way into software, you may not have growing and adaptable silicon chips, though the adaptability can be achieved in software extending the life of older generation processors etc.) experts like all EXPERTS before hand often opted a kind of think like myself option & designed accordingly.

Anyway that another digression, though overall I think Holosync cut through old mental structures and pathways and allowed some GENUINE consistency and congruence throughout, the internal questioning and what was possibly thought of as flexibility,   gave way to thoughts feelings and so on of why am I behaving as I did when told off by a parent 10, 20, 30, 40 years ago, when if I am to feel or display guilty reactions or negatively REGARDED behaviours, I want it to be a GENUINE reflection of now not some long lost auto-response to some elder generation, who very likely were not necessarily acting out of any level of awareness & enlightenment themselves.

Yes the self fulfilling prophecy issue appears again and again, and is nearly always circular in fashion of merrily dancing round the houses, the justification for the justification for the justification, of what (very often) does not stand up to a higher level of awareness scrutiny etc.

So yes, I genuinely think a Paraliminal “CONFIGURATIONS” collection could be created & crafted with various FILTER DYNAMICS that are yet to have been explored.

Anyway I have also this last  week or two been listening to the Echo Bodine Course, that is perhaps more or less completely “out there” with regard to ideas of PSYCHICS etc. and makes little pretence to any kind of blinkered science (Mr Scheele himself having poked fun at Psychic Ideas within historical courses) although anyone, Echo included can state that successful navigation in life and so on and indeed with intuition etc, is a kind of science all of its own.

I did of course use a well known Sherlock Holmes Quote on Twitter a few weeks back, along the lines of “when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth?”

That quote and multiple slight VARIATIONS of those words and phrasings appeared in multiple Sherlock Holmes Stories and so on.

So this week Echo reiterated that Clairvoyance and Clairaudience and Clairsensing and indeed other spiritual or la-di-da related perceptive faculties can be separated out and you may have one faculty above and beyond the others, though all can be practiced and worked on and so on.

I know that as a young guy and especially following the major trauma accident and various other teenage body like changes that I got perhaps stretched or triggered into HEIGHTENED Sensory realms, the fight or flight function became the normal (I think), and along with that very many of the so-called Psychic like realm materials.  I however had no so-called RITUALISTIC HABIT that I walked myself through, nor could I switch such things on or off, usually only getting relief through concentration or distraction via other activities, I remember walking about Hereford High town on several occasions like a lunatic where what started out as a normal shopping trip got triggered into a follow your intuition fest of go this way, now go this way, why am I following these thoughts feelings etc, yes little or few recognisable results occurred beyond a feeling of stupidity, such things often served to deepen levels of paranoia not only my own, but that of others who perhaps saw such uncoordinated activities, these days of course when everyone has a mobile and some play games such-as Pokémon Go you can probably go World wide and see such folks aimlessly to’ing & fro’ing although they are following external reference, where I perhaps felt I was following internals, although I think a certain amount of NON-CONSCIOUS TRIGGERING was also taking place, given what I know of Science alongside the la-di-da materials etc.

 Echo described some very good broken down identifiable steps that you can practice to best find your confidence and own RITUAL to such practices.

I mention this because of course as stated above regarding Holosync I could not wait to eradicate very many such thoughts feelings and so on, unable to seemingly defend myself from catching a bad dose from all directions, although again she recommended some external props or tools to perhaps enhance your self belief in defence of such things, some very nice mirror jewellery can be found at www.HolisticArts.net

I happened to leave the page up on my laptop and my non-la-di-da daughter who takes the piss out of the very many courses I as a bloke take wanted one, so I may well be making an order for myself and her, not sure if they do bloke editions, though typically some  jewellery is quite neutral in appeal to the differing sex’s.

 So yes I find it a little strange that after an entire adult lifetime of wanting to do away with many of those kinds of things, predominantly based in real genuine experience, I signed up to a course, from someone who successfully navigates such waters (so to speak).

Interestingly for myself for example is that at the time of the Diana story & incident I was living at St Peter’s Square and my landlady was a very nice woman called Claire who was a work colleague within the NHS, she also held/run a private practice and I was a kind of live in lodger within her Practice facilities, she had two floors of an address and I rented a flat on the third floor that she did not require within the very old listed building (I think the building started in the 1600’s though some parts were 1700,s and 1800’s a genune hodgepot type buiding).She and her husband living out in the sticks somewhere, they were both also very knowledgeable about computers and he I think worked as a private practitioner software engineer, building dedicated spreadsheets and databases and so on for local Business’s.

Yes Claire was also and probably still is a little on the la-di-da side, she was as I recall a vegetarian and had the longest hair of anyone I had every met easily reaching her derriere, and she was into so called herbal teas and so on in the 1990’s before they really took of in the so-called 2000’s etc. She was also blessed with an excellent decorators eye and taste and part of my deal was to decorate the place, although she supplied the paints and colours and wallpapers, furnishings, and I was really impressed at how it all looked when completed, it was really surprising how she managed to seemingly effortlessly get the very best out of some very old grey and dank rooms and so on, brightening them up and restoring old timber ceilings to an original look (they had been wallpapered & painted over and so on when I moved in and the ceilings, walls etc,were really quite claustrophobic, I know that she did “work at it” in the sense of making an investment in her skills and knowledge and life and wanting the facilities to reflect such things, so she had spent time planning it all out and then circumstance seemingly worked out for both of us, in the sense that I required a new place to live and she wanted someone to decorate and we kind of traded on each others needs etc, I paid rent that paid for decorating goods that created the décor to match her target aspirations etc.for her private practice business.

Claire had also triggered myself on one or two occasions at work, in the sense of having spoken upon matters that I had perhaps dreamed of on a previous night for example.

I may have dreamt I was flying or some such dream and sometimes other folks would appear in such dreams and she seemingly was AWARE in the sense of almost seeming to know or acknowledge we had appeared in a shared dream of some description.

I say that because it was interesting for myself that very many years later, in one Learning strategies course, Paul Scheele spoke on having taken dream like trips with folks and then later met up with them in a physical sense and spoken upon such things.

That perhaps played into a belief confirmation bias, in the sense that I had never previously heard folks speak upon such matters, or indeed if they had it had been generally been related to what some might regard as lewd & crude behaviours of a sexual nature, how many know the old classic “I had a dream about you last night” “did you” “no, you wouldn’t let me”.

I think most folks acknowledge they can do visualisation type lucid dreaming of spending time with others with some capacity of control, whether lewd or crude or otherwise, though my dreams were often genuinely deep sleep type dreams and again the heightened fright or flight aspect was never far away, & I often found myself more often having nightmares than nice & pleasant and uneventful dreams.

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So all over the shop with this long write up, the daughter arrived early this summer and indeed has now returned to her mother earlier than previous years so I now have some time of work and fully intend to do some writing.

Now what else, well after listening to the Echo Bodine course’s I found myself once again returning to the more TRADITIONAL SCIENCE versus “OUT THERE” debate, another chap I mentioned historically was Rupert Sheldrake and he of course famed for his Morphic Resonance Theories, albeit via traditional scientific debate.

So I got to thinking on this issue of Echo because I grew up around musicians and gadgets and of course very many types of Echo can be designed and I note that Paul Scheele utilises such facilities within Paraliminals and I was thinking well an Echo is akin to that WAVE that all is said to be contained within. and an Echo may of course pass or travel through walls and doors and closed spaces and so on, so I was thinking that it is of little surprise that someone such as myself could have ended up so screwed up by very many of these things.Especially if the FILTERS are all over the shop and so on.

Anyway of course the FILTERS of any given environment can have huge effect and that perhaps why I obsessing somewhat on CONFIGURATIONS.

Multiple courses have had visualisations such as those within Genius Code of recalling some Happy or Motivated thought stream and growing it as the utilised seed (perhaps) and I in doing that have often found myself seeking out thoughts feelings etc from as young an age as possible.

The problem for most folks I feel is that SCIENCE in proving SCIENCE via all our Technological gadgets and industry has created a huge imbalance within Societies as to the workings of the mind and so on, Science is perhaps at that collapsing tower of babel type zone of a game of Jenga, or someone pulling out the straw that enables all the marbles to demonstrate gravity in a game of Kerplunk.

So I have strangely found myself in the so-called thought pattern of wanting a certain level of equilibrium and Holosync has perhaps brought that about in the sense of clearing very many an undesirable captured thought or feeling and so on, though having now cleared out or stimulated an evenness of very many thoughts feelings and so on, one cannot help to want to re-engage those patterns and cycles and structures associated with Winning and accuracy &  precision.in probabilities and estimations and so on.

The tough part for myself perhaps mentally is boosting self trust & self confidence after so many years of feelings of being denigrated or sent into madness via other peoples AGENDAS that do not necessarily happily sit along side my own

I think, I know I will test this theory in as simple a manner as possible.  So for example I go to the corner shop and have a choice of a Dozen Lottery Scratch  cards.

Which among the next sellable cards should I choose in order to win? a couple of numbers pop into my thoughts and I buy them.

If the Lotto card is a winner I think” YES, MORE LIKE THAT” if the card is a loser I think “LESS LIKE THAT”, words & phrases taken from AURAS SEEING course, I liked the simplicity of the Accuracy and precision phrases for Aura seeing and thought I would use those phrases alongside some intuitive skill development.

I know for example that Historically I won more on the traditional  Lottery when I was monitoring the weekly draws and choosing my own numbers, as soon as the Lucky Dip option appeared and the Lottery Company declared they were making more winners with the lucky dip, my own winning went down, I believed them and started using lucky dips and my wins became reduced.

That an aside because lottery numbers for some future draw are still somewhat ephemeral and “out there” in the requirement of an alignment of the Planets, whilst a scratchcard in front of you within some construct on the shop counter is within your immediate presence and sensory realm and my estimation is that with ideas of all is waves & particles and other la-di-da theories such-as being called Echo and morphic resonance ideas, I figured well Personal Sonar and Radar like function & facility are surely not that unknown, we have many people who through being Deaf , Dumb or Blind have naturally enhanced other bodily sensory functionality.

So yes I am perfectly willing to test and prove theory or otherwise, though configuration flexibility and adaptibiity and indeed appropriate inner communication and strategy are still a little troubling.

Anyway this week I decided to see if I could follow more writing advice from the write well course, such as sit in a alternative writing environment, maybe take a pad and pen to a coffee shop though I already suspect that little would be achieved in such an activity, I have a tendency to dismiss or want to shut out the worldly distactions rather than consider them inspirational.

Many of course upon doing these types of courses seeming live there own life as the story whereby whilst I have an “own life” I have always preferred the entering another Worldly realm such-as those proffered in Far Away Galaxies and Science Fiction and Fairy Tales Lands and Comic Book Super Heroes and so on.

Yes I also know many have successfully seemingly attained an ability to be successful gambling within various sporting realms that they themselves follow, via pattern matching and deep search like abilities, though I within the societal echelons that I exist within struggle in separating wheat from chaff, and even getting into affirmation rituals & habits is somewhat concerning, hence the appeal perhaps of course tutors such-as Paul Scheele suggesting sit back and relax and be guided towards increased abilities and so on.

I can see that very many alignments and so on have occurred and indeed my raised threshold is great, though perhaps as we all know some things will for ever remain subjective & from subjective experience.

So Science Proclaims itself the New religion based in material World REPLICABLE proofs, take this recipe to any place about the globe and follow this set of instructions and you will have created a house or a phone, TV or a gadget industry as demonstrated here today.

That is seemingly the THEME of Hypothesis  within OBJECTIVE Science.

La-Di-Da Powers of course might be described as Subjective in the sense of not necessarily being REPLICABLE, much like a cooking recipe whereby you are presented with ingredients and you follow the recipe though might be a little short on the sugar or the eggs might be slightly to big or small in comparison with the TV Cooking Book Guru, or the temperature within your oven is a slightly differing set of variables within the physical World, whether you use gas or electric and fan assisted or classic or even an oil based AGA styled cooking suite.

So (for example) most Supercomputer & research & development facilities about the World are also often demonstrated as super laboratories with  a million and one criteria being met in order to facilitate perfect conditions  for successful completion of a given creative process, and so on.

I am more and more finding myself wanting to develop improved techniques and IDEAS around the Human Super Power’s development, I do have to admit though that whilst I enjoyed a recent trip to the Cinema to see DC  comic Book World Suicide Squad, I was slightly put out by them being referred to as META-HUMAN, even though they are simply comic book world creations and imagining.

So some Labels and Tags we all perhaps want and desire and aspire too, whilst others we may be less than enviable of those who have such labels.

I love the IDEA of CHOICE & OPTIONS and indeed raising threshold and focussing on you yourself and what you want to do with your own life and so on.

Though it does seem that no matter what forward progress is made, you will find some audience or constituents grabbing or claiming designations for themselves that do not truly belong to them, the choice seems to be one of wanting to be correct in wanting to put the World to rights, though likewise having the WISDOM to not bother where all and everything is down to SUBJECTIVE IDEAS and so on.

Science might make fantastic Healthcare & Bombs and Superweaponry and highly advanced communcations and TV/Film & gadgets, cars and transport etc, though as I have progressed I have often found it is the smallest and most petty of subject matters that defeat intelligence over and over again.

Anyway this one quite long after a longer period of absence.

Thank you for reading, God Bless and Be Well 😉

@TheAngelAtHeist