So you MONITOR various TRENDS throughout the World and of course many Realms all have there own particular versioning of the so-called cycles & patterns of time, though also such things can be done consciously or indeed unconsciously.

I think pre-hypnosis & later Meditation related courses, I was typical of very many a person who stumbled on Conscious TRUTH at various points and then continued on in unconscious fashion not really feeling empowered by any given natural level of awareness that I may have gained via life EXPERIENCE.

So quite simply once I was actively meditating & clearing out many a lifelong held mental issue that I had seemingly picked up along the course of my life, it seemed quite sensible to withdraw into a somewhat isolationist approach to all and everything, that I may have previously over-indulged. Such behaviour is often referred to as a contraction rather than what many folks claim to be the answer expansion.

However I think part of the Challenge I may have issued to Learning Strategies & Affiliates or indeed Centerpointe Research Institute & affiliates was one of removal of the victim mind-set and the reasoning whether logical or emotional or however described for the seemingly dire circumstances I found my life often returning too.

So in many an instance, I can say the Meditation & Courses and so on have worked in the sense that I am not suffering multiple issues that were lifelong issues for myself previously, the negative side is perhaps one that has also been there all along in the sense of still not really knowing what I might want to do with the rest of my life (so to speak).

I thought I could join in with Twitter & improve my Navigation, though much of my interest has been about wanting to improve my personal ECONOMIC circumstances as a singleton who desires or wishes to remain a singleton, and in a way that reduces reliance on external institutions or peoples with bias & alignments that are not in accordance with my own life goals, desires & wishes & so on, we always or seemingly return to issues of appropriate BOUNDARIES.

What might I do, to balance wanting to keep a relatively low profile with my strategy for learning, and waiting for my daughter to be old enough to go out into the World and thrive for herself INDEPENDENTLY of any of the issues that she may have witnessed in my family circumstance and indeed her immediate mothers family life & circumstance and so on.

So very many aspects of life the Universe & Everything, I can say as many a Teacher has informed myself, I have little or no control over.  This has often been demonstrated to myself through my interactions or Contributions to conversation and debate within Guardian Online, where I will happily read many an article though then make a decision as to whether to contribute based on a balance between several things.

That can include whether I agree or disagree with the actual article itself or indeed comments from other contributors, many regulars (for example) within Cartoon Corner mostly interact with each other & leave myself alone, most of the time, though also if a high-profile name sake is in an article or cartoon, you typically find that the comments run into plain nastiness, people directly attacking a politician or celebrity in a personalised fashion, rather than for the activities or contribution or behaviour they have given in a particular World Realm or Establishment role.

I often then feel caught between a rock & a hard place in the sense, that I will not indulge commenting or debate, when a large amount of nonsense or abuse is being aimed at a namesake or indeed article author or creator, it is the equivalent of catching a bad vibe or dose; some communities or indeed individuals, do not care about those kinds of ramifications, as they are themselves hidden behind multiple false pseudonyms and so on. I however having invested heavily in meditation and Threshold and indeed multiple courses am seeking more cooperative inclusive methodologies and community’s and so on.

That perhaps where being the Celebrity, or Author or Writer on indeed low-profile non-entity comes into play in the sense that you have more CONTROL in your own blog and Creative Realm and so on, than you do entering realms where you are not responsible for what is being published.  This has long been the debate between Mainstream News Organisation Media’s who are allegedly held to account for content, whilst Social Media Platform’s are not.  In truth my experience is improved through making my own distinctions, and taking responsibility for what I say & do, rather than relying on Organisations that are chock-a-block run by peoples with agenda’s of there own.

Yes I have no control over the published content of WordPress, though they do not seemingly interfere with what I publish and indeed, I have not knowingly indulged what might be regarded as lots of attention seeking or extremist behaviours.

That takes myself to the Part Two aspect of things wrong or annoying with Social Media Platforms and Mainstream Media Press.  Too much advertising.  I follow a link thinking that will be good to read or know and typically my Gadget Screen, whether Laptop or Surface Pad or Mobile is filled up with huge amounts of advertising, often causing myself to ABANDON reading any article long before the stuff has completed loading up.

Examples of this are far to numerous to fully list, though it happens so often with some individuals or media realm’s output that I simply do not bother on future occasions.  That is called CHOICE, if you have something genuinely worthwhile that you want myself to read or follow, cut down on your million & one clickbait advertising deals etc.

So theoretically I could have lots of clickbait advertising deals here and would be incentivised to write regularly and go out and find people to read my output and so on in expansive fashion, that works for many people, though I have struggled in the sense of knowing what my ultimate aims & goals actually are. I would likely set up a different Website to carry out those sorts of activity more than use this more personalised blog.

I recently visited a Waterstones bookstore and amongst all the books, they had travel games and so on, one was a mini roulette wheel that I considered buying and that reminds myself of my thoughts in relation to being the pinball when someone else is in control of the flippers.

So I have indulged heavily following some World touring Sports and local national sports and Cartoon Corner commentary trends at the Guardian, and various regular Twitter media guru’s seemingly understand those trends & follow them themselves, perhaps putting money on the table and food in the belly of there respective audience’s, at least those people who are aware of such things and make the appropriate GAMBLES at various gambling websites.

The problem of course that I grew up compartmentalising all these things as a child and spent most of my life with compartmentalisations, the Meditation however in working its magic, seemingly cuts through many inner mental boundaries and distinctions, and that leads to what I have also written upon before – this idea that many people are correct or true in what they see & believe or assume, though apply the knowledge to an incorrect Realm.  This idea that someone throws a pile of COINS up in the air as CLUES, within an article or Cartoon and then others comment back to them creating a form of reflectivity master & student methodology, you can often be blind in what you yourself can see within your own work so rely on your audience to provide you the necessary FEEDBACK to confirm or otherwise what you think. Lots & Lots of practice is required in this and I think I have become far better attuned than I was just a few short years ago, though the WRONG coin issue appears again & again.  That issue of reading an article that you can link to multiple sports whether Tennis or Golf or Soccer or Rugby and so on, and you have to find secondary and even tertiary clues to ensure you are “in the appropriate zone”.

So all meaning always comes from us, though it really does take some dedicated practice and indeed self-discipline to not rush to incorrect conclusions or ideas.

The World according to many has gone to EXTREMIST GROUPINGS high-jacking National Debate & Agenda’s throughout the Western World. The problem for myself is that as soon as some topic or subject boundary I hold for myself is crossed, I simply do not get involved.

Many World Empires exist, whether that is demonstrated through a Parliamentary or Presidential Government or a family’s Patriarchy or Matriarchy or a Business’ Hierarchy or even a Social Media or Gangs Hierarchy.  These things can of course lead to debate as to whether top-down or bottom up strategies are best, though I think you simply have to adapt & adjust in accordance with experience and indeed knowledge or otherwise on a given topic & subject or area of discussion.

Likewise I think yes I shall pursue a job in this that or the other realm, when some of them advertise for job applicants and am then presented with qualification requirements or age restrictions or whatever, and that simply instils ideas as to Why Bother, when your own history is full of rejection for many roles, simply through historical work experience or lack of appropriate qualification.  In truth again & again you come to see that you could set up for yourself in multiple industries and not be beholden to the demands for experience or qualification and so on.  yes mistakes are likely, though at least you are doing what you want to do, without externally imposed ideas as to what makes a Realm or otherwise successful.

So square one can be thought of negatively, though in many ways it could be suggested to be a full-time beginners mind mind-set whereby each and everyday or moment is a new one and you can be flexible in thought & strategy and application of focus & concentration and attention or otherwise to a given realm or activity.

We are now in a PEAK ZONE period for CINEMA, SCREEN & FILM AWARD SEASON, and that is typically where my own BIAS is focussed at present, Various nomination lists are appearing on Twitter and yes you can hope to predict who will win and so on, just as you might with sports, though hopefully some rounds of debate are gone through and narrowed down prior to final nominations being settled.

Really I should of course be at a stage of no longer watching & learning externals and simply designing or creating something and setting out for myself, though as suggested above, I put myself on the back-burner for a few years, whilst my daughter has been growing up, now I can perhaps bring more of myself to the foreground and develop my own life with less distraction or requirement to abide to “other peoples stuff” that does nothing to put a roof over my own head or money in my bank and so on.

What I would genuinely like to see from some ECONOMIC guru that I feel does not presently exist is a COMPLETE SOCIETAL ECONOMIC MODEL based around being single and living as a single person.

Many economical models exist that says well we have this family or group model, or constituent community model and it is top down or bottom up or for baby boomers or generation-x or millenials.  As someone who understands aspects of engineering and OBJECT ORIENTATION Design and so on –  think repeatable usage of standardised Car Parts (for example) that makes mass production possible, I really think a requirement exists for a solitary standalone individuality economic model exists.

Why?

Well from a young age I had ideas as to wanting to be famous or great at one or other activity, and I indulged multiple interests some I was better at than others, likewise I was keen and enthusiastic as a young worker in various working life realms I entered.  However, in life and family issues, I felt that I wanted to be successful or financially comfortable as an individual prior to pursuing family & relationships.

Then at 17 still in the early months of College I had a life changing heavily traumatic accident, that effectively left myself in one of those NET GAP ZONES.  Crippled or disabled without being officially registered as such, that massively narrowed my life options down given the Consultant Advice I was given at that time.  Advice I strongly adhered to for many years.

So during that recovery period, I often found myself strongly targeted for particular types & styles of abuse by people, I became Frozen if you like in a Habitual Flight or Fight Zone where I was unable to do either.  this is important because I felt I learnt and have a great deal of EXPERIENCE about PREJUDICE and BIAS during that time period, not only how wrong I was in many of my own bias, though just how limiting & damaging many such things are.  Likewise many of these issues appeared again in later life when I was in a mixed race marriage and then later again being a white divorcee with a mixed race daughter, a white guy who can walk into any institution or work environment or life realm and hear nasty  prejudice about his daughter, often spoken when immigrants or peoples of colour are not present etc.  Typically not helped through knowing that people of colour and immigrants can be just as prejudiced toward others, as any demographic you care to mention.

Essentially the rise in Far Right Extremisms & Far Left Extremisms are part of those cycles & patterns that can be witnessed from generation to generation, though of course, many alleged Science Hypothesis or indeed life long learning is massively debunked by those who take up Technological Meditation such-as Holosync raising Threshold or indeed do some courses from Learning Strategies Corporation, that can often help to free you from unwanted distractions & issues  you may have held throughout your lifetime.

Can Umbrella Groupings be developed that work for everyone, well it would be nice to think so, though likewise my own experience is that many Realms that have come about including alleged equal rights groups are just as extremist as those they claim to oppose.

Much of my study has typically involved ideas such-as what occurs if this SUBJECT or TOPIC is not on the agenda or table (whether in family, social or working life zones) or what if this topic or idea is introduced into the mix, what is the best hierarchy if any at all, again & again, everyone seemingly has there own agenda as to what is best. I usually find that even ideas such-as channelling your focus into this, that or the other comes with consequence, some judged as good some judged as bad and so on.  Far better having moved on from some issues to let them go & not get drawn back into them unless it is some expected or required part of your income generation, or life purpose etc.

So yes, I might be considered an outlier in many walks of life or realms and topics & subject matters, though given my combination of experience and life events, I would rather be HAPPY in SOLITUDE with sensible boundaries in my group dealings & relationships with others, than whole hearted know-it-all expert, who in reality can only ever be an expert on his own life & circumstance.

So I can say a big THANK YOU to Bill Harris and his other followers and indeed the Learning Strategies & Co Team. You have my appreciation & gratitude, though please if you can get in touch with some Economists and encourage development of a better Economic Model than is presently used & debated within the Western World. That I truly would like to see.

A Western World economic model for success and independence of a single individual, that requires no gang or group membership or adherence to failed ideologies and extremisms via association, whether family, or work or social.  Yes I enjoy being part of some enlightenment & Technology groupings, though have little desire to constricted by herd mind-sets & unconscious blindness.

I have of course been through multiple courses that introduce PROCESS and I think a Process is a good idea, though likewise am often concerned as to what any given course or process may actually be doing to myself, and whether it really is progressive or merely exists to maintain what for myself has been a failed status quo experience of existence.  Lets get some Technological breakthroughs that really are new ground and change the World Model of Economics to one that cannot be so easily high-jacked by peoples with lowest common denominator agenda’s that are not in alignment with individual health, wealth and a persons ability to navigate through life successfully.

Thank you for reading, God Bless and Be Well!