So perhaps one of my own biggest failings has been the ability to write my diary or blog day after day and then adopt some shape and form of a witness posture as to how such information’s relate to the wider World at large (so to speak). One aspect that whilst not an excuse though is relevant is quite simply what is being achieved through such note taking and witnessing or observing.
We all perhaps went to school at young ages and had various levels of achievement or belief as to how far we could be successful in such things, and indeed how much encouragement, dedication and commitment was provided to us by our EDUCATORS. I say that because I can well recall or remember some of my earliest memories of schooling and how whether through parental & family guidance or through the teachers enthusiasm I did quite well comparably with some of the identity groups or background that I was from – you might say that I was more “under-class” than working-class or middle-class and so on up the so-called class-spectrum. I perhaps coming from a family that seemingly had nothing – compared even to those of working class background, had everything to gain in working hard for qualifications and on the sporting field and on the Theatre Stage with school plays and so on.
I mention that because of course when I later went to a Middle-class school and was just a smaller fish in a bigger pool (so to speak) it can be stated as a matter of fact that I was still highly motivated to get those qualifications and do well in sport and on the stage and so on – although what was also apparent at that level was that the school whilst having an intake of peoples such-as myself from less well to do backgrounds – still might often be consciously or unconsciously biased or unbiased to “people like me” dispositions.
Given a choice of having a smart or well to do Ironed Shirts and Pressed Uniforms individual in there classes or someone such-as myself with elder sibling hand-me-down clothes and somewhat bedraggled, it might be suggested that these were the years (especially within UK Society & Culture) where a kind of Societal wide Shallowness was becoming the Norm. The 1970’s still had what might be described as quite a broad range of peoples and appearances, and that gave way to an 1980’s Culture at large of incredibly high levels of self grooming and vanity and the chase to have more perfect than perfect appearances.
Anyway – the basic point about Education is of course that you think and believe that you can do well in school and then go out to work and simply hand out your CV or qualifications and go off on some upwardly mobile pre-destined well-rewarded future. Yes there may be an obstacle here or there though the expectation was still a nothing to lose, everything to gain kind of mindset.
Anyway I think I documented previously how things went very differently for myself at the level of enlightenment and awareness as well as education that I had at that time, though many a thought & feelings was that the system or society at large was biased and corrupt and many a negative aspect of critical inspection of how life the universe and everything worked at that time, was brought to bear.
So a few year went by and I found myself with the opportunity to return to Education again and it was in fact the kind of education that I had always wanted to go down anyway, although the circumstances that led to the situation are of course also documented, I was not unhappy with how life had turned out at that point. I had been in what I thought of as good jobs and bad jobs and having been in trouble for a minor indiscretion with the law – that was in fact blown out of all proportion – with the reality of the circumstances. So instead of being able to look at clears skies and have some great vision future for myself within the confines of Hereford, the City and existence within it grew worse & worse, in terms of forward progress in my life. If clouds are filters to seeing the sky then the sky or LIGHT (within my own life) was seemingly blacked out by the descent into my own personal or private versioning of hell, yes I eventually got a job in the NHS that I enjoyed and indeed within the facilities and environments I was existing within, though even within those environments most of my dreams and so on were very much on hold, the fear perhaps that little further positive progress can occur with these people and surroundings that I exist amongst. So I had an opportunity and I took that opportunity for a new life – being in the wilderness in a village in the middle of know-where within West Wales was fantastic. Yes I had a young family to cope with and the in-laws and very many things townies take for granted were no longer there to distract me, the clouds were parting to a certain extent. In terms of STUDY & EDUCATION it was great, because the lack of City & Town styled distractions enabled me to buckle down with my studies and being an older or mature student kind of doubled-down on that for me. So I did the Electronics Engineering and I went to University and did the Computer science and Artificial Intelligence and so on and it was great – although again I was still very low on the awareness and enlightenment scale of life – it had taken a turn for the better.
So why am I wittering on? Well when the internet took off – I had of course been within Education Establishments with Computer Facilities for several years so was maybe blinkered in how I believed these things would have positive impact on peoples and societal life.
I spoke or wrote recently (I think) regarding Heuristics and how I think Heuristics are highly important in how we go about Navigating life and so on. Of course I also at some point stumbled on the Hypnosis material and that reorganised what was in my head, though it was overcrowded with nonsense and junk that I possibly gained from youth watching TV and Film etc. Then I moved on to the Holosync Meditation and that was very much about raising so-called THRESHOLD thereby giving greater awareness and enlightenment or whatever we are supposed to believe awareness and enlightenment actually means – event today I am not truly sure, although I am grateful or appreciative of how the Technology enabled myself to raise Threshold and clear out much garbage, thoughts and feelings from my life.
Raising Threshold is of course a kind of STRESS TEST. I spoke of having done Electronics Engineering and one of the main points within that sphere is this issue of Tolerances whereby in very many a manufacturing process you have measured tolerances for what any given product or piece of a equipment or product can handle or indeed not handle.
Our Threshold is of course like that Tolerance – and I think I also documented how upon breaking an arm in a game of street football, during my junior school years, I made a conscious decision that led to what is described as “I gave up crying”, it did not matter if I was bullied or bawled at or told of by parents or upset at the death of a relative or friend, I would personally not be embarrassing myself in the way that I had when I broke my arm.
What I know now of course is seemingly that I might have had a more positive uplifting and rewarding life if I had spent it in tears, though again that is not necessarily true, because the stimulation from Holosync and associated technologies has taken myself through multiple differing experiences, I would have read on these things such as Neuroplasticity a few years ago and though like you do with many things “YEAH RIGHT, of course that is real and true” and in fact it did not really become an enlightened TRUTH for myself until I had progressed through several levels of the Holosync technology. They say you have layers of brain, your inner brain suggested to be like a lizard and then another layer and then another and so on – much like we measure the rings of a tree.
So of course once the brain started reorganising and I started writing my own blog and diary and witnessing and observing what has been going on, I can say yes I am here and now and if I get more of what I focus upon in life, then I am going to focus upon what I regard as positive & rewarding activities for myself – those may or may not be what society at large believes them to be, though given a choice of being Walt Disney and designing and crafting a bright and beautiful environment Vs existing in some kind of circle of hell – the choice in many ways is a no brainer – thanks for your TV & FILM & BOOKS and Theatre or Music and songs that are grouped as Adult and Horror and what have you, though they shall not be part of this David’s thoughts, feelings, actions and focus – by that I mean I may be aware and I might even watch or read and view such things, though I have a healthy NAVIGATIONAL MAP that is not strongly bonded, glued or locked in. Where once I may have been mentally locked in – to my own version of hell, once I started meditating and so on – and having those brain shifts occurring, I can very much genuinely feel I can observe and witness the World at large without getting constantly sucked in to believing all and everything anyone at any level of society does or says.
A Healthy taking of a step back from being constantly “in the thick of it” so to speak.
So I continued to think on this aspect of Waves and this aspect of Heuristics and of course World Creation – through technology and imagination. I of course grew up believing I had some great and others not so great dreams and got into computers that very much built Worlds and we see film and TV that are all created and crafted Worlds so Humans as a whole have long known perhaps where they have wanted to head with Technologies and indeed the ability to believe yourself as having entered some shielded bubble World Environment where you can observe any given landscape or environment without necessarily being affected by what is going on within an environment. Much like that idea of being between or in the gap (so to speak) of History.
So you are always an outside observer though knowing consciously or unconsciously the patterns and cycles of time perhaps enables or allows for better navigation, one of the teachings of Bill Harris was the idea of building yourself a better map and I think Paul scheele’s Learning Strategies also takes that Idea forward – enabling us to perhaps reorganise our own life and worlds and potentially offer guidance or lessons learnt to other peoples as EDUCATORS ourselves, though you an only provide IDEAS as to Solutions, not absolutes, we live in a World seemingly dominated by Rationalist Atheist styled thinking within the United Kingdom, though much of the World at large still takes on board some Religions and other types of lessons and learnings, we can all want to have a bit of that and have a bit of that, though I very often in finding that the Hemispheres of the brain were in conflict – have wanted to Navigate and Transcend the battlefield going on within my own thoughts feelings and mind and so on, and that is suggested to occur through raising of Threshold and that is potentially in my opinion equivalent to stress testing,. That has occurred (to a certain extent) through continuous Meditation and Courses, though I am unsure if anyone can ever truly achieve being completely at inner piece with themselves when the World at large is always throwing other peoples stuff at us, like a spanner in the works.
Many realms – whether enlightenment and awareness oriented or otherwise – lead folks to various shape and conclusion that you have to take responsibility into your own hands as some kind of shape and form of self-reliance and so on. The other aspect of course is that many not only religion though science and many an industry – treats its fans as some kind of slavery system. Some materials I have seen from some outlets makes myself wonder how they manage to get away with it so long, when Technologies such as those I have used myself enable for much improved and empowering thoughts, feelings and actions.
Anyway the more I encounter ideas as to Objectivity and what is and what is not true, the more I think on issues as to STRESS TOLERANCES regarding engineering realms and how UNIQUE very many people are in this World. Yes we can pattern match to sharing eye colours or hair or weights and being male and female and what have you though generally the zealous rush to run with many an objective obsessed herd can have someone such-as myself yelling from the top of my lungs “It’s a trap” because many a person who has not raised threshold or developed an ability to step back and genuinely feel that they are stepped back is likely to suffer the consequences.
I thought I knew a great deal and can say well yes I learned a great deal both in school and out of it and indeed within many areas and life realms, though the World of 7 Billion People is always far to big for any one given individual to have a finger in all pies, at all levels.
Far better to adopt a position of neutral comparison, cooperation or collaboration and indeed modesty and respect for the voices and opinions of others than to find yourself always having the rug pulled from beneath your feet (so to speak).
So that is a writing for today, each of us are more unique than we think and even utilising scales and measures of averages and tolerances and so on, does not guarantee that all-comers benefit or otherwise from the given data. We see this in medication where they list huge numbers of side effects even for the most basic of medicines. It would be fantastical if we truly could get to incredible presicion and accuracy, though I think you have to accept what was said or the essence of what was captured within that famous Donald Rumsfeld quote I posted quite recently the idea of unknown unknowns and always going one more step or one shovel deeper or one magnification stronger and so on.
In percentile terms of so-called success and Heuristics of seeking a given goal or horizon, you often find that in those averages and percentiles that the basics can be mastered to quite high degree’s though when you get to going beyond the present boundaries and edges of what is known the increments of comparable capability changes. At the cutting edge of science a 1% increase might be on a par with what was 10% at a lower level of human development or scientific achievement. Those little percentage increases make all the difference as does understanding that the higher levels or Vertigo realms of Society can perhaps only advance so far, prior to some elastic like effect of spring back or pulling the rest of society along to more aspirational things.
In the United Kingdom at present a great deal of debate is occurring with regard to Politics and Economics, highly selfish economics of the individual has been in command for much of my lifetime, and I actually think that Society Progress may at the present time have to revert to some shape and form of Societal Wide Economics that is not so obsessed with the individual – though in simply stating such things as the idea of a shared commonwealth or prosperity mindset I perhaps create a rod for my own back, that many would rush to beat up on me with, am I the quiet voice that folks should listen too more often, or just another chancer and shyster opportunist, that has little to add to what others have already or not already said and done.
Thank you for reading, God Bless and Be Well!